"you can't help me"

You just can't help me, I hear this over and over again.

What is it you are really asking for? "please help me" or " I am so desperate, I just don't know what to do".

The feeling emotions vary for each person. Have you ever said that to yourself.

My favourite one is "nothing works for me, I will never live a happy life". You are absolutely 100% right, you will never live a happy life, and you will go deeper and deeper and deeper into the feeling, until one day something just clicks, it hits you, perhaps you fall so hard that your only way out is to surrender. Perhaps someone said the right words to you and it just all started making sense.

I was there in that black hole I was so deep into at times, when I popped my head out for a quick breath, that is when it clicked for me and I started searching for answers.

I was medically labelled with 99% depression, stress and anxiety, wow how do they measure it, is it just through a survey or do they feel your pain, is there an energy machine to measure all the toxins that surround you and infest inside you.

How I wanted to just go and leave this world, I was so angry, so hurt, had so much pain inside and out, I was riddled with it. Then this happened.............................................

The day I surrendered and asked for help (whoever you believe in God, Universe, Angels, Spirits, for me it was God, that was the day I chose to start taking my power back.

A journey of self love, discovery, freedom and living my life with purpose and passion. Through my discovery of self love, that is where I uncovered my mission:

“My mission in life is to show you the way back to your soul, to be free and live the life you are destined for”

And so it is!

This was the day May 2017!